Everytime you tell girls you like them, they always asked "Why?". And I always go with the reason, "I just like you". And then, end of conversation.
Oh girl, I'm sorry. If you can only dissect my body and see what I felt about you. You'll be spending lots of hours reading all my reasons. Because sometimes with my limited source of words and vocabulary, I can't find the exact word. So, maybe you can?
"That feeling between like and love."
Hmmmn, getting there?
Nah, I'm not fond of words.
It's just sad that women love words. I know that you need to spit it out sometimes. Unfortunately, I'm not good in speaking. I haven't confess personally, like expressing my feeling like it's the end of the world. I haven't done that. And I don't have plan doing it except in my wedding vow.
When I tell you I like you , it's always true.
And it means I like every details about you. The soul within your body and all the words; the good and bad that may came out on your mouth.
You see me as a childish and immature person in my age. Oh girl, I've been through a lot. I've experienced the most painful thing already. So, I can always deal with opinions and criticisms. It wouldn't matter if you're not important to me but you are. So, I'll take it and make myself better. Well, of course not for you but for my self-growth.
I'm a happy person but love sad songs. You have to see people in their loneliest moment for you to deeply understand them. It's not enough to be good to them, you have to lift their spirit as much as possible. In this physical world that we live in, I don't strive for greatness. I work hard to be happy. But be happy with valid and righteous reasons. I define happiness as the absence of bitterness from the pain you have suffered. By thinking that you are more than enough and incomparable with others. By recognizing and accepting your imperfections because someday you will find someone that will fill those holes up and will embrace all your flaws. So, don't worry about love. Afterall, it's FREE.
Accept the things you can't change.
Have the courage to change the things you can.
And have the wisdom to know the difference.
It's a quote from Barry Allen's mom but I also heard it from social meetings of alcoholics, addicts, etc. Don't ever beg for love. Because, a love that is formed out of pity will break easily. So, don't ever do that. There is always someone out there who secretly loves you. (and then she smiles because she loves me. HAHAHAHA)
A perfect partner should always brings out the best in you. Who will help you grow in all aspect. Sometimes I wonder why those girls that I dearly liked doesn't like me? And I have this in my mind:
"Ok, it opens up an opportunity for other girls." HAHAHA
I just love girls who smile a lot. (and then she smiles again. HAHAHAHA)
Why are you really reading this? This is just a random thought because my mind loves to fly when I sleep early. So, instead of sending it in air, I decided to write it down. :)
And the song for this babble: